Things are going to get killed if they are not careful.
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Things are going to get killed if they are not careful.
TO MAKE AN INCREDIBLY LONG STORY SHORT:
Amanda made me so angry last night that I was shaking, almost. My heart was going so fast it was unreal. I'm not sure I've ever been that angry in my life, but... well, now I have.
I'm not going to get involved in her affairs. I'm not buying her martyr "oh look what a good person I am, giving up all my desires so other people can be happy" act. This is like what sparked Rushalee Cade, except with one major difference:
Rushalee, in real life, is not evil. She didn't really do anything wrong. She just had a lot on her plate and I couldn't see it at the time.
What Amanda is doing is enough to make me seriously want to just walk out of the room, walk out and never come back. Ever. I question her motives every single time I hear her speak. She's a flaming hypocrite and she can't even see it.
I'm not sure I can fully express my anger at her at this moment, other than I shall say I couldn't trust myself to speak last night. It was that bad.
The one time I grow a backbone and she shoots me down. I don't even know, I don't even know, I don't even know.
I will probably elaborate on why I hate all people in the world in a later entry, but oh dear god I'm still so angry.
Please, all ye people of the forum, convince me why I should not lose my faith in humanity.
Amanda made me so angry last night that I was shaking, almost. My heart was going so fast it was unreal. I'm not sure I've ever been that angry in my life, but... well, now I have.
I'm not going to get involved in her affairs. I'm not buying her martyr "oh look what a good person I am, giving up all my desires so other people can be happy" act. This is like what sparked Rushalee Cade, except with one major difference:
Rushalee, in real life, is not evil. She didn't really do anything wrong. She just had a lot on her plate and I couldn't see it at the time.
What Amanda is doing is enough to make me seriously want to just walk out of the room, walk out and never come back. Ever. I question her motives every single time I hear her speak. She's a flaming hypocrite and she can't even see it.
I'm not sure I can fully express my anger at her at this moment, other than I shall say I couldn't trust myself to speak last night. It was that bad.
The one time I grow a backbone and she shoots me down. I don't even know, I don't even know, I don't even know.
I will probably elaborate on why I hate all people in the world in a later entry, but oh dear god I'm still so angry.
Please, all ye people of the forum, convince me why I should not lose my faith in humanity.
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Things are going to get killed if they are not careful. :: Comments
Thu Oct 07, 2010 10:59 pm by J-Mads
Faith is troublesome. Let it die.
Thu Oct 07, 2010 11:39 pm by AgentW
eh, I've already started on my sled down the wonderfully snowy hill of losing faith in us.
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if the Dinosaurs didn't go extinct from an asteroid, and imagine what they could have done with their extra 65 million years of evolution.
Something far awesomer than humanity.
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if the Dinosaurs didn't go extinct from an asteroid, and imagine what they could have done with their extra 65 million years of evolution.
Something far awesomer than humanity.
Fri Oct 08, 2010 12:53 am by dohnage18
Some times you may not like the way people act or treat others, but you have to live with it. No matter how much of an asshole someone else is.
I almost punched a kid on my floor the other day because he was badmouthing Jews. Not cool. My friend kept me from whacking the kid and it died down. He's still a jerk, but I didn't react in a dumb way.
I almost punched a kid on my floor the other day because he was badmouthing Jews. Not cool. My friend kept me from whacking the kid and it died down. He's still a jerk, but I didn't react in a dumb way.
Fri Oct 08, 2010 1:58 am by The Prez
You know I deal with a similar roommate issue. I think we must simply continue to exist on and spend more time with other friends. It is with them that you can see humanity.
Fri Oct 08, 2010 10:05 am by strangerthanfiction
Luke: Thanks, love you too. Incidentally this group of people always manages to give me faith in humanity. So I'm not losing it quite yet.
Casey: omg yes. You know what's also awesomer than humanity? COLD WAR UNICORNS.
Ryan: This is true, and I just need to keep remembering it. I just take issue with... a lot of stuff that I shouldn't. Or that I feel I shouldn't. That kid sounds like a jerkwad jerkface and I'd probably hit him, but good for you for controlling your emotions. This is the first time I've really seen somebody who has made me feel so angry -- this makes Rushalee feel like a joke -- so it's interesting trying to deal with all my feelings.
Drew: This sounds like a good idea. I need friends who won't mind me blaring my Travis album. Not that Amanda minds my music, but... this is a whole other story, really.
Casey: omg yes. You know what's also awesomer than humanity? COLD WAR UNICORNS.
Ryan: This is true, and I just need to keep remembering it. I just take issue with... a lot of stuff that I shouldn't. Or that I feel I shouldn't. That kid sounds like a jerkwad jerkface and I'd probably hit him, but good for you for controlling your emotions. This is the first time I've really seen somebody who has made me feel so angry -- this makes Rushalee feel like a joke -- so it's interesting trying to deal with all my feelings.
Drew: This sounds like a good idea. I need friends who won't mind me blaring my Travis album. Not that Amanda minds my music, but... this is a whole other story, really.
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